I’m not anymore

What I was.

I’m not twenty anymore,

I no longer have the strength

I no longer crave

of a time.

What were we looking for?

Where was I going?

What light

I thought I’d find

In this darkness

What wrapped me up?

What did I think I would find

In all those nights,

in all those glasses?

What future

I thought we were promised?

To what illusion

Hopes were trusted

Where

There is no fate, or god that holds,

as far as reality goes,

and it is there

which I conquered

the truth.